FML

I just went out for dinner for a My brothers Birthday, kinda a late dinner out cause was his B-day on the 4th but w/e. So i had to pick up my brothers and Hannah (Joes GF) on the way which was no probs. I then get out of my car at restaurant and see a familiar face at the entrance sitting having a drink. I thn realized it was Don who lived with my EX gf basically for like 6 months, real nice guy ! So i said hello etc and he sed Laura (EX) would be here also tonight i was like ............ cool
thinking in my head tho FUCK ME SIDEWAYS, worste thing ever !
So i ate my dinner which was very very poor quality compared to the standards that it usally is.
Steak was uber over cooked and fries were pretty poor also. but w/e "it is wot it is and its not wot its not". And this dinner was certainly not good lol
I sat praying at the meal tht i didn't hav to see Laura and wanted to be out of tht place ASAP
It was just before i left i went to the toilet and on my return to the table i saw her takin a pic of 1 of her friends :( Like every emotion iv ever felt ran through my body at once and i just walked past, not sure if she noticed me but hopfully not.......... hard to miss a 6"7 giant tho.......
I quickly sed my good byes and left the building and burnt off in my car as fast as i could.

We used to be best friends, thn lovers and now we dont ever even speak...... kinda bothers me inside but just get on with life. Tonight tho was horrible !!!! I feel really shit inside now and slightly depressed about the whole night. She also still ows me £1000 kinda annoying, last thing tht attaches me to her but w/e i know she will pay me back..... tho losing hope after all this time TBH.
On possitive news poker is goin very well winning last few sessions :)
Karl ( discomonkey ) said tht he is up for coming on holiday with us at end of month. Super excited about tht, As i know we will hav a fucking amazing time.

Think i may go for a cruise in my car tonight. Get the hardcore tunes blarring to get rid of sum of the misery :P

Andy C aka Kingand77